This year in the string orchestra, I believe that I made a HUGE improvement in my technical abilities, as well as my musical abilities. Not only did I grow concerning my viola, I also grew personality-wise.
When I first started at IA, I was a really shy player. In middle school, I would play loud and with confidence, but that seemed to evaporate when it came time to start school. I think the whole idea of IA was very intimidating to my quiet little self, and that contributed to my shy playing because I was scared to play out, and to be heard. This year I can definitely say that I have grown in confidence, and I am now much more willing to play for people (previously, playing a solo piece for an audience sounded nightmarish!!) I also think that I have developed a greater sense of musicality this year. I used to think that I was great at playing musically, but I realized that there is a lot more to it than I thought. It is much more than just hearing the music; its cuing, listening to chord progressions and moving rhythms, and looking up and around. What it means to be a team player in an orchestra was also a major lesson that I learned. Listening to the players around me, in my section and outside of my section, is a huge part of playing well as an ensemble. Watching the conductor and looking up frequently are also vital. I improved on my listening skills, and I know that the best performance is one whose musicians are paying attention to each other.
In the next three years of my high school career, I hope I continue to develop in the same fashion as I have this year, learning to be the best player I possibly can be! :)
